the only answer is to fight back

its 6 o'clock in the morning...and i'm still at the office. me myself is pretty much amused.. but hey, i have to do wut i have 2 do, n i will do it if i want to do it. get it? hah.. after all, i already applied for a leave today (friday), to attend the rehearsal for convo in UIA.compulsory nway.. so i guess i need to at least finish up my work as much as i can coz i wont b available for the days 2 come.

like i said to a friend earlier in the nite.. one of the things that make working life different from studying is that u cant afford to make excuses and try to neglect in order to get through your tasks.. for example, as a student you can take MC and avoid a presentation day, u can escape from classes but still get the homework done and cover the lesson in the next class, or u can leave an ongoing class, go out to hav a chat n drink at the cafe (haha..) n only return when the class is about 2 finish in 5 minutes time.. but when ur working..there's no point in doing that. shud u delay, or take the 'i-have-no-mood-rite-now-so-i'll-do-this-sumtime-later' approach.. u'd go nuts coz d workload will always b in front of u. whatever happen, u still hav 2 finish it up. if u procrastinate, u will only burden urself more in the future.. so unless ur ready to work hard, do not ever think of sending your CV to private firms... (hey, this sounds familiar..haha).   

so i'll be in uia in a few hours time.. meeting ol frens.. tho some of them (some?) are ppl i am trying to avoid c-ing or bumping into. yah,yah, i know i'm not being rational. i'm weak at the heart. i have a big heart, but maybe vulnerable..? huhu. no lah.. this is me, sumtimes i just complicate things when there is really nothing as close as what can be called an 'issue'. or mayb what i do is plain 'mengada-ngada'. but i prefer if its viewed as 'bersusah-payah'. talk about issues, yeah.. sumhow a friend told me that i am not wut she imagined 2b at the 1st place.. 1st she thought i was sumhow an MWI (man with issues..), but it turn out that i am actually a SNAG (sensitive-new-age-guy).. the thing she said was actually depressing, or simply disheartening.. HAHA. but hey, that is wut a person see me; a point of view. so i hav 2 accept it. tho she may hav a weak ground for her statement..she doesnt really know me well n we seldom hang out together (or mayb never?)..but i know there is Truth in it. well it is up to ppl lah. sumtimes i just cudnt care less..sumtimes. if it is a thoughtful 'teguran' or a point i can take 4 improvement, then its fine lah. at least i always do what i want to do n never hide it from ppl.. i think i am not pretentious. ell, there is a lot bigger things in life that concern me other than ppl's judgement.

alredi 6.30! i hav 2 go back home.. rehearsal at 11, friday prayer at 1 ++, off to ipoh for a fren's wedding at 4..wedding reception at 8, come back to klang valley later at nite.. entertain family coming to kl the next day, prepare for convo, convo on the very next day..dinner on the 29th.. i think i am going to head into hectic days. hopefully not frantic. hah. n not forgetting, practice for band performance for a merdeka concert at titiwangsa lak. hihi... hey, i thought the band is dead already? huhu.. i like my life rite now..it's occupied. yes.   

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sensitve new age guy...hahahaha. something new for my vocab... though it does sounds like youppe.. huhu. sensitive new age guy..haha.